What can i say? If someone doesn't want me to contact them, I will stop. But I treating them as a friend only that why I care. No further intention because I have my own life to go on too.That all!!! Friend I know a friend that trying to act that he/she don care about me but i know he/she still. Friend Again If my friend doesn't care about me, he/she wont be telling my another friend that if he/she leave this world, the first person to find is me and tell me how much he/she **** me.
Another man another question. Are you? Am I the person he love the most? I don't know but what I heard is " YES ". But is he the person I love the most? I don't know but what I think is " YES ". There are so so so many question I wanna ask and know but can I get the truth? I don't think so. So what should I do? I think I should just leave it ????????????? If there is a chance, definitely the truth will be out from his mouth.
My Qing Ai De! Darling is now in camp. I am missing him. But sad to say I got to take it. He is the first guy I met that tolerate everything of me. He doesn't afraid of me going out with guy for dinner because he trust me so much that no one had ever did. He don't control my life like giving me a certain time to reach home because he know I will never go overboard. This is what we call LOVE and TRUST. This is how a relationship should maintain. As long as you know where is the limit, the ship will never sink. Darling, again I got to say this one more time. I LOVE YOU! Missing Thailand! I miss going Thailand so so so much!!! It has been one year plus since I last went there. The weekend market that I love the most almost make me go crazy! I walked for 5 hour plus and finally I could get out of that place and find a cab back hotel! Massage is my everyday routine. If I didn't go massage, I will get muscle ache the next day. Definitely I won't miss the Club and Drinking session there too. It comes in flow. Praying session is definitely a need and must because my family is a crazy lover for thai Buddha. I got to respect them. The fun, the joy, the flow just simply make me can't forget it. Mum and Dad is going Thailand this coming Sunday and I had miss it because I got to work. But but but MAYBE I am going to Thailand on this coming July with QingAi De and don't know who yet. YEA YEA YEA!!!
PDF Meet PDF last few day and didn't expect that we will sit at a corner and talk for more than 4 hour. It is just like a never ending conversation! Really excited! PDF free meet up again and talk cock ok? I got to give you more advise and you got to give me more advise too. Stop watching your movie and talk cock with me in msn! You say wan go play left 4 dead also never. Don't bluff me! Tagboard Anyway thanks for all your comment. I am lazy to entertain such people. Never will I delete you all the tag too because I find that as long as my friends and boyfriend know what I had did or what he had did that is ok. No point for me to explain or clear my conscience to outsider.
